I have been struggling to say the least. You may have noticed I have not been posting lately? Part of me felt it was selfish to post about her upcoming birthday with all that is going on in the world. And then the mama part of me could not let another birthday pass without acknowledging it…
Continue readingIt has been a very dark eight weeks, a slippery slope down the rabbit hole where my mind has been getting darker by the day.
Continue readingIt is new years day, 2020, and a helluva couple of weeks.
Continue readingYeah, I know, that is a variable title that pretty much sums up the present right now.
Continue readingWhat’s in a title you may ask? Well, for starters, a picture of a successful batch of caramel.
Continue readingIt never ceases to amaze me how time flies by…
Continue readingYou have all heard the expression, you are your own worst enemy. I have always been that, but since Jesse and Bella died, at times, it is exponentially worse.
Continue readingI had a plan for writing today for today, but as with life, my body and mind have other ideas.
Continue readingThere is an emptiness within that will never be filled, a broken heart. I ponder if her birthday is even harder than their death date?
Continue readingThe dreaded marker of five years has come and gone.
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