I have been struggling to say the least. You may have noticed I have not been posting lately? Part of me felt it was selfish to post about her upcoming birthday with all that is going on in the world. And then the mama part of me could not let another birthday pass without acknowledging it…
Continue readingWhat’s in a title you may ask? Well, for starters, a picture of a successful batch of caramel.
Continue readingYou have all heard the expression, you are your own worst enemy. I have always been that, but since Jesse and Bella died, at times, it is exponentially worse.
Continue readingTraveling has always made my heart sing, ever since I was young. I never realized I liked history until I went to Spain for the first time, it gave me a different appreciation of culture and history that we just don’t have here as much. Now, travel is a chance for my brain and body to rest from the trauma, as I was reminded during our honeymoon to Greece.
Continue readingI had a plan for writing today for today, but as with life, my body and mind have other ideas.
Continue readingThe dreaded marker of five years has come and gone.
Continue readingIt is completely surreal to me that it has been this long…
Continue readingI hear them (and not in a Sixth Sense kind of way, well, maybe). Both of them. Mostly her. The “quiet” times are the most prevalent…
Continue readingI have sat down to write this several times today,as my heart is beating hard and feeling like it is going to pop out of my chest.
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