It has been a week of birthdays. Last Wednesday was Maribella’s birthday, she would have been eight. Mine was yesterday. Continue reading
Monthly Archives: June 2017
Dear Parent of a Blonde Curly Haired Girl either almost five or almost eight- Part 2
Dear Parent,
It has been awhile since I last wrote. I felt compelled to write as this Wednesday would have been my sweet girls 8th birthday, and I know I my gaze has lingered longer than usual again. I know it must be weird for you for this woman to be staring at your little girl, and believe me I understand, I would also take notice. But please forgive me as I miss her so… Continue reading
Joy – For reals
We won’t touch on how I am feeling today, which is so exhausted I am pretty useless. Instead, the moments from my weekend, which was peppered with pure joy. This is unheard of so close to my sweet girls birthday… Continue reading
F*!#@ing Disney Movies
Let me be clear. Before Jesse and Bella died, I cried at Disney movies. Now, it’s at a new level. I keep trying. I really do. I keep thinking, maybe, maybe this time it won’t be as intense. If I stop trying, then I stop living. And we can’t have that, can we? Continue reading